“Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was…”
-Marié Digby

Today is the first day of May. April breezed by and all that it was and all that it should have been, well, it sort of was and it mostly wasn’t and somehow the days went by and the nights went by and here we are tiptoeing into May. And I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it. Sometimes I think everything is as it should be and how it was meant to be and part of me thinks that it’s total bullshit and that it wasn’t supposed to be like this and that somehow, someway, I’m going to find some huge cosmic meaning for why everything all went down as it did. Maybe I won’t. I mean, who the hell really knows.

I can’t believe it’s May.